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when you can't think about anything else...

you know when you are supposed to be happy? cause when you're not people ask you what's wrong?

maybe it's just me. i never acquired the ability to hide it.

and my life is good. i got a new car. i gained a new fiance.

but my heart is so sad. maybe it's because i haven't had the opportunity to spend time with him since we got engaged. maybe it's because he will be leaving 11 days after he returns.

so the advice...look at the big picture. in eight months you'll be married.

yes...and i can not wait to be his wife.

but i have no money for a wedding. my parents have no money for a wedding.

the pressure is too much.

i need to sleep. i think i need a day off. i need to be with the one i love.

and if i were a "good christian" girl...i would be thankful for all the things i do have...and don't need.

but right now. i am sad. and tired.

and miss jasen...can you come home now? so we can be engaged in person?

Posted by aca on Saturday, February 05, 2005 at 10:08 PM |

i'll be home tomorrow love...and we'll have a day off on monday. i cant wait to be with you again! i love you so much and cant wait to be your fiance in person!

Posted by Blogger ashdown | 3:05 PM  

speaking of the big picture where is the wienerwonderland? miss you hope jay liked the t-shirt. sweet see ya

Posted by Blogger fountainstylerootbeer | 10:31 PM  

You're only human. I love you and miss you.

Posted by Blogger Alyzzle | 2:52 PM  

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